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Things are a lot different now.  I'm a lot different now. I still want to lose weight, but I'm in a better place mentally. I "recovered" behaviorally for a while, gained weight, all that.  But now I want to try to get down to 110, which is where I was before the ED really set in. I'm somewhere around 120 now (at 5'9", not horrible but higher than I've ever wanted to be.)

I also am going to try to revamp my eating habits. details at my other journal (once I write em.)



Anyway, this journal doesn't seem to fit anymore.  I'm trying to create a peaceful truce between me and the ED. It's never going to be gone, but maybe if I get down to a weight that's acceptable to the me that thinks I'm fat and the me that knows I'm crazy and doesn't want to die, we can focus on health and happiness.

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